At the same time, I was strangely jealous of the girl. I was Alex's friend. Who was this woman to suddenly intervene? At the same time I realized I was jealous of her in a more complicated way as well. I had never been so close to such an attractive woman. A normal male would feel raw animal desire. A wish to strip her of her clothing and fuck her until she screamed for mercy - - or more for that matter. I realized, in an inwardly humiliating way, that this was not at all what I was feeling. I didn't want to fuck her.

I wanted get fucked like her. I wanted to be her. To own those incredible breasts, to laugh an easy laugh and have every man in the bar look at me. To giggle girlishly, exposing my flat belly for the world to see and desire, while I wore snakeskin pants, and pretty lacy thong underwear beneath it. What was the matter with me? I thought to myself alarmed. Have I become that much of a fairy that when placed in a room swarming with incredible women my only reaction is too long to be one. I was even jealous that she was stealing my man. I looked down in my drink ashamed.

"Jeremy... Are you ready to go yet?" Alex's voice startled me from my self-loathing. "Huh..." I said. "I'm sorry... ahhh..." Alex hesitated. "Estelle" The woman quickly filled in, her face looked as though she had been slapped. "Yes, Estelle, well it was lovely to meet you, you really are a very charming young woman, but I will need to be going right now." Alex rose, and Estelle sort of half rose out of her seat. She was shocked. It must not be often that men willingly walk away from her. I inwardly celebrated. "Unless..." Alex mentioned. Estelle leaned forward waiting anxiously for his next word. "Oh, I'm sure a nice girl like you wouldn't want to..." You could see Alex inwardly calculating, thinking of something. "Want to what?" Estelle nearly screamed. "Well you know, Jeremy and I were just going to go back to my place, maybe open up a bottle of something nice, put on some music... I dunno, it could be fun."

Feminization is only pretend until you have been fucked by a strap on

Yes fuck me hard!