When you leave you will have this wonderful feeling, a feeling
that you are incredibly lovable and special and beautiful, and
that the whole world is pulling for you. You will know that
you are loved, and that your life has meaning, and tomorrow,
whatever you choose to do, you will do it with your best attitude
and effort. Remember first, do not cross me, and when I tell
you to do something to do it, remember second that you are a
loveable intelligent, beautiful and wonderful person. Ok, I
am going to count to three now and on three I'd like you to
wake up. One . . . Two . . . Three . . .
I awoke, just like that from fainting. I don't know how my
clothes got off me, I just remember coming in the door. "Chelsea,
I'm naked" I said confused like a little boy.
"Alex." Was all she said. I went to the bathroom and
cleaned what seemed to be semen off my belly. I felt a little
sheepish, and embarrassed, both about being naked, and about
causing Chelsea such an inconvenience. I quickly cleaned dressed
and left. As I left it was still bitter cold, but I felt exhilarated
and rested. The cold air was delicious and clean. I quickly
walked the dozens of blocks to my house, wonderful visions of
encryption schemes, keys and formulas going through my brain.
In the morning I called my father.
"Dad, I need money . . . I know how you feel but this
is different. I'm going into business, and I need startup capital.
I finally get what you've been saying dad, its time to stop
letting my life pass me like a spectacle and take control."
The next morning I woke up and started my life. I'd never known
I could feel this good.
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